Addiction

Ok, so I'm blogging again...just to do it. I think sometimes I understand myself better when I try to write what I feel. Like today, I have found a new addiction, this being the precursor to my Sims 2 addiction that will be starting next week, just as soon as I get my copy. ^_^ Yay Sims 2!!! I've been waiting for this for almost a year. Anyway, that being said I have found a new computer addiction. I'm playing a marvelous game call Zoo Tycoon, cousin to Rollercoaster Tycoon, etc. So, in this game you try to build a successful Zoo. So far, I have been having a riot. When I get a little bored I think I'll probably have to let the Lions free or something. All of this comes about because I'm trying to keep myself relatively sane while I wait for life to kick back in. It's like the pause button got hit when Myrt died on Tuesday... We keep hearing things about Joe, apparently his leg had to be amputated...yeah, so I'm focusing on something else, at least until I can start planning the wedding. I miss Alan so much, it's hard to do relationships long distance. I was talk to Anna today because it's her birthday and she was telling me that it's weird to her that people she knows might be having kids inthe next 3 to 5 years. I told her that that's life, it sneaks up on you when you least expect it. I think Alan is my biggest addiction of all. Him and life with him...I want it so much I would need rehab at this point should he get taken from me. I hope Joe won't be that bad off without Myrt... but I know he will. When you live for someone it's hard to live without them. Well, from my limited expirience anyway.