A Long Week

Well, I think I decided to create a blog today just because I've had one heck of a week. In fact, I'd even go as far as to say it's been one Hell of a week, and I'm not even sure that the events that have caused me to say this are over. I guess honestly I've been thinking a lot this week about life events. Birth, death, marriage, and even whether or not it's all worth it. Last night my sister broke up with her boyfriend and I had to wonder, as she was bawling her eyes out... is it all really worth the drama?? I mean, I just got engaged this weekend, and I can't even tell half my family because of a particualarly tragic death that happened a few days later. Talk about your timing, and then my sister is living out her own tragedy... too much drama and trauma and craziness. I wish the world would just start making sense again so that I could take a step back and see where the big picture was going. If it's going to bad or strange places I think I'd like a ticket out...hopefully to some exotic local with those umbrella drinks in coconuts. I miss Hawaii sometimes. I think I need a beach to walk along sometimes. It clears the mind. Then again, it's too much like being trapped in summer. After a while any place can become a prison.